This is the first love letter I am writing for a girl. As far as I know, this will be the first one you have ever got. Hopefully..!! I dont know what to say. There is so much to write but I dont know where to start. Its just that I love being with you. You are the one who keeps me going. You know what, Whenever I look at you I wonder if you are the most beautiful girl in my life. I think and think. And I find myself lost in you. I don't know how many times I have complemented you for your beauty but whenever I have I didnt mean it. I just did it because I wanted to make you happy. I wanted you to smile. I wanted you to feel special. All those times when you looked at yourself in the mirror and questioned me how you looked, I just smiled. Not because I didnt have an answer. Not because you didnt look good. But because you always look beautiful. And this time I am not just saying it to please you. I mean it. Really, I do. There were times when you looked sad. I tried to cheer you up. But you were too lost in your own thoughts. And I was ignored. But I didnt mind it. I loved it when you ignored me. Coz I knew that we will be all alone that night. I knew that you would tightly hug me and sleep. I knew that when you wake up fresh the next morning, you will be just mine. And you would think just about me. No. I wasnt being selfiish. Its just that I love you so much that the mere thought of you going away makes me love you all the more. I dont like it when you go out of my sight. Sometimes, you hurriedly go the office. You don't even look at me once. I really miss you on those days. I feel miserable. But yes, the thought that I would get to see you in the evening ignites that spark in me. I feel happy once again. Honey, I am a human being. I have emotions. And sentiments too. I too feel hungry for love. And when I get love in return, I feel delighted. Thats how I feel when our eyes meet. You eyes say a lot more than what my words mean here. Yeah, darling. I saw it all in your eyes. I saw it when you fell down in the market that day. I saw it when I bought your favourite book for you. I saw it when you bumped your car into that bus. I saw it when I gifted you that Tshirt. I saw it when you were all dressed in that saree ready to go to the wedding. I saw it in your eyes when you smiled at me in that photograph. I saw it when we cooked maggi. I saw it when we cuddled together in the cold winter nights. I saw it when we were sweating it out in the sun. I saw it when you jumped in the puddles. Yes, I saw it all. I saw all that you expect from me. I saw how much you want me. Honey, I promise I wont let you down. I will fulfill all your expectations. I promise you. I will do everything you ask me to. I don't demand anything from you. No, I dont. And I will never do that. But yes there is one thing that I want from you. Smile. Smile when you are sad. Smile when you are angry. Smile when you are hurt. Smile when you are depressed. Smile when life is playing games with you. Smile when you are tensed. Smile when you are tired. Smile even when you dont see anybody with you. Coz I will be right there to put that smile back on your face. There is something in you that attracts me towards you. Girl, you are addictive. You are mine. Just mine. And I promise to be with you. Always.
With loads of Love,
And hugs and kisses too
PS : I forgot to say that I love you..
This is the letter which I got. This valentines day. And guess who wrote this letter.
I did. 'Coz there is nothing better than loving your own self.